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Q3
- You also mention in your authors note that the connection
dissuaded you from writing for a long time. What finally made you
decide to go for it?
A -
This is a question which I have often puzzled over during the last
three years without coming up with a really satisfactory answer.
I think it's interesting that I never wrote any fiction at all before
January 2000 but that I had kept a daily diary for the preceding
ten years. It was as if I was unconsciously preparing myself to
be a writer while at the same time maintaining a constant mantra
that I couldn't write fiction. Turning forty and the millenium were
important milestones, but deep down I think that I had a need to
create something outside of myself and to prove just what I could
do. As a barrister I would put everything I had into writing a closing
speech for the jury, but after I had given it the writing went into
the dustbin. A novel lasts a lot longer if you can get it published!
I do also think that my grandfather's huge achievement did keep
me back from writing for a long time, but eventually my inner need
to create burst the flood walls that I had set up for
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